13 de Marzo 2004

" Love Unlimited "

He told me that he loved me. I asked him to stop.

Give that love to someone else, because of that which he was proving to me, it would never be enough. His love threshold is much lower than mine.

I'm very fond of saying, "I know what love is, and what it isn't." But if he says the same, yet they don't correspond, what have we got left?

Truly subjective, isn't it? If we each define what love is, can you teach someone how to love you to your satisfaction? Do people naturally aspire to love more, or better? Or when juxtaposed to another's experience, only then do the "shortcomings" appear...and how do you get past that?

Can anyone ever live up to another's definition of love?

1 de Marzo 2004

" So, it's March 1st... "

and I've fooled around long enough!!

It's past due time for me to get back on track, this "fierceness" plan wasn't just a birthday gag. Never did quite make my target, but that is what the NEXT 3 months are for, right?

I've put the popcorn down, and picked up my water bottle. I know now that you can kill cravings with water. Which is why I always have my water bottle around. It's not hard to do, I just have to FOCUS. My focus has been lacking lately -- distractions and disturbances of another sort have had my attention. But it's less than 3 months until Memorial Day, and I love a vacation as a target goal. If Ican stay focused during all the interim stops in between, I should be good to go. Not to mention, the hair will come off after that...so I've got thangs to do!! LOL